Yesterday my boyfriend asked if I was getting nervous, I said "No, not at all".
I lied. I am so stubborn and like to be seen as strong willed. Of coarse nothing shakes me at all...
So I am terrified. Not of the normal things you might think I should fear, but about what I am going to do afterwards.
How can I give back to my community and the people who made it possible for me to walk again. What can I possibly do to repay all of society for such a great expense?
Am I worthy?
How can I burden this toll?
Lord help me to be the best I can be if I must, or let me go....